Thursday, February 09, 2006
I just came back yesterday from KL after spending abt 200sgd in KL shopping. Meet him today but he had been sleeping whole day so bored Somemore he can't meet me tmr and I can't meet him on Sat. Haiz just so sad plus can't celebrate his Bday and Valentines' Day. I guess I'll only have Angelia with me on Valentines' Day. Finally the stupid probation gonna end I gonna clear most of my Leave after March. Plus still got bunkhar during the beginning of march. I can't even handle the work on flight well still must go for Japanese lesson I'm going crazy already the money hard to earn lo.
I heard of many things during my last 2 flights and after that I always cannot sleep in the hotel room thinking of the dangers I face when I fly. Anything happen to me who is going to be responsible.NOBODY! Even the company they cannot do anything! I don't feel secure at all. How? What should I do?
In Life it's all about LYING. Just a matter of YOU LIE to others OR OTHERS LIE to you. As for me I wouldn't deny that I never lied to anyone but I just realised that people always lie to me cos I believe them easily and I'm easily convinced.I used to just believe blindly now I would think carefully and would think otherwise about the situtation. There's no trustable friends even if they are 10 years of friends.
Sighz.Leaving on Saturday night again and will only be back on the 18th so long leh the flight pattern.Duty all legs will be tired like shit.
7:56 PM
